A busy few days

My older brother Chris has always been very unreliable. He was going to come round to see us on Tue but then on Tue when I phoned him he said he'd come round the next day instead. He didn't show on Wed either. I'm always surprised when he doesn't turn up, but I really shouldn't be after all this time! :P

On Sun night I had another dizzy spell so I got a GP appt for the following morn :) After looking in my ears, making me move my head and follow his finger etc he told me that I had viral labyrinthitis. I was so relieved to hear that it's nothing to worry about and isn't related to any of my other medical problems, phew! Apparently it occurs when a mild virus affects one of the balance centres which slows the signals down so they're not in sync any more. And that means that when you turn your head you feel dizzy. He was very surprised I'd not looked my symptoms up on the Internet - I'd never do that, I'm sure that would scare me to death! :P There is no cure but medicines can be given for the symptoms if necessary. Sometimes it goes withing 24 hours, sometimes it takes a week or so. But he thought mine was definitely on the way out, so it should go completely soon. I've had a few more dizzy spells since though, so I really hope it disappears soon. My GP also said that sometimes it reoccurs a second time so I've got to keep an eye out for that but if it does, the second time usually isn't as bad as the first. And while I was there we also reviewed all my medications.

On Mon aft me and mum went to see my nan. I took her a copy of The Family Jewels CD by Marina and the Diamonds and taught her how to play that through her laptop :) I also installed a new printer cartridge for her. We then put the music on in the background and me and mum helped my nan sort through all her books. She didn't get rid of many though and wanted to keep loads that me and mum disagreed with her about :P

While I was at my nan's I was disappointed to put my finger through my jeans, they've got a small hole in the back :( I hate shopping for clothes and always struggle to find ones that fit well and are comfortable so I was very happy to find 2 pairs of perfect jeans a year or two ago, but now one pair has a hole. I'm sure I'll put off shopping for some more for as long as I possibly can but I'll have to do it soon. The cuffs of my favourite hooded jacket and poloneck are starting to fall apart too. And while I was at my nan's I discovered holes in the socks I was wearing, but I don't mind about that - socks are easy to buy and I have plenty of pairs.

After we got back from my nan's I sent off an application for a new CEA card (the card that allows a carer into the cinema with me for free because I receive DLA) because they only last a year and my old one is about to expire. I thought I'd have to try to sort out a passport sized photo (I hate having my photo taken) but luckily I found one tucked away, phew!

As you'll probably know from reading my past blog updates there is a fantastic charity called AYME which supports young people with ME and has been invaluable to me since I was diagnosed with ME last Aug, especially the message boards where I can talk to other people who know what I'm going through. A couple of weeks ago a post was put up on the message boards saying they were looking to recruit some new voluntary peer support moderators (PSMs). The PSMs keep the board running smoothly, support users, provide information in response to posts and remove any inappropriate messages etc. Because I'm already very active on the boards I really liked the sound of this but didn't know whether to apply or not because I tend to commit to too much and then can't keep up with everything. But the day before the deadline I decided to go for it. I'll let you know when I hear anything.

On Mon eve I watched Young, Austistic and Stagestruck and the first 2 episodes of the new series of Bizarre ER on TV. I also watched 2 episodes of the second series of Outnumbered from my DVD.

On Tue in the post I received a bank statement and my new phone battery. Unfortunately replacing the battery in my phone hasn't fixed the problems. Although the new battery lasts longer than the previous battery did it still runs down in about a day. And I still can't send or receive texts or phone calls. Grrrr. It's so frustrating not having a working mobile. I tried swapping my SIM with mum's SIM to find out whether the problem was with my SIM or the phone itself. However my SIM worked in mum's phone and mum's SIM worked in my phone, but my SIM doesn't work in my phone - how odd! I think my best bet would be to go into a T-Mobile shop and ask for their advice, but the nearest one is in the city and I don't have any plans to go there at the mo and it's a bit far to ask mum to go just for that. I thought I'd try using an old phone for now so found 2 old Nokia phones in the house. Unfortunately neither of them work so I've put out a request on Facebook asking if any of my friends have a phone I can borrow until I get my phone looked at at a T-Mobile shop. It might be completely broken, but I'm not sure yet if it's going to be fixable or not. And I don't want to buy a new phone because I'm getting Chris' iPhone in Sept so I guess if my phone isn't fixable I can just use an old basic phone til then.

I didn't do much on Tue but did a few odd jobs like going to the local shop for the new Radio Times and sorting the dishwasher and washing out for mum because she was at work. I watched the music channels for a while during the day and a programme I'd recorded the previous night about a prison called Wormwood Scrubs.

I received a reply from my dietician at Hosp A saying that she's happy for me to stop the high calorie puddings :) I'm currently finishing up the ones I've got (I think I'll have my last one on Mon eve) and we'll then see how my weight goes without them. I think I'll be fine without them, but I'll let you know how it goes.

I heard that the page that me and Emma wrote for Transplant Kids has been added to the main website :) You can find it by going to the main TK page here, clicking on 'info' and then clicking on the red box on the right side of the page just before half way down. Or you can go directly to it by clicking here.

After my braces behaving so well for a while I wasn't happy on Tue when I realised that one of the brackets was cutting my lip. I put some wax on the offending bracket overnight to protect my lip and it's been fine since then :)

On Tue eve I watched Children's Hospital and Children's Emergency on TV. I also watched the last 3 episodes of the second series of Outnumbered plus all the extra features from my DVD.

That night I forgot to take my Amitriptyline for the first time. I don't think it makes any difference to my sleeping so wasn't worried there but was a bit fearful of getting more tummy pains the next day. I did get some the yesterday but they didn't last too long and weren't too painful so I think the Amitriptyline has probably built up a bit in my body. When I had those tummy pains I realised they were the first I'd had for a few days :)

Yesterday (Wed) aft I went into town with mum. While I was there I bought Sonic and Sega All-Stars Racing for the Wii (which was released down from £30 to £20 in the GAME sale) and Super Bust-A-Move for the PS2 (which was 99p in Cash Converters).

After that I headed to my physio appt. My physio had a look at my feet and my legs and I had to do some walking for her. She said that she thinks that the pain I'm getting in my heels isn't being caused by a problem with my feet because I'm not flat footed (my GP said I was, but I trust her opinions more in that area) but the muscles down the backs of my legs and feet are tight which could be causing the pain because my feet have to compensate for it when I walk. So I've got some calf stretches to do which should help, fingers crossed. She also gave me some general conditioning exercises to do at least 3 times a week. That'll be a challenge for me because I've never stuck at doing physio exercises before, but I'll give it a try. She suggested I set a goal to try to gradually build up the length of time that I do the exercises for and maybe set a goal to try to gradually work towards about being able to walk for a certain length of time. She wants to hear my goals when I next see her in 5 weeks time. She also told me that a colleague of hers had told her about a local ME clinic so she wondered if I'd heard of it. That's where I was diagnosed so I told her about my experiences with them - they couldn't offer me any more than a diagnosis and one appt with an occupational therapist due to a lack of funding. She suggested I should phone them to ask if they can offer me anything else (that's already on my to-do list) because the physio dept I'm being seen at is mainly for pain.

After my physio appt me and mum went to see my nan and I taught her the basics of how to use her new digital camera. And she insisted on paying for the Wii game I'd just bought because I do so much to help her! I did say that I couldn't accept the money but she wasn't having any of it, hehe.

When we got home I had an email from S (the transplant co-ordinator at Hosp A) saying she's spoken to the phlebotomist I see at Hosp H (my local hosp) for my bloods and that things should work similarly when I'm under Hosp A. However they don't use Tac kits so I'll have to have Tac bloods done with the rest of my bloods too. They'll send me a bloods letter before each clinic so my consultant will have the results by then. Because I have to have Tac bloods done at the hosp I'll have to delay taking my Tac but if I get my bloods done early I shouldn't have to delay it too much and that'll be fine because that's what the rest of their patients have to do. Because Hosp H don't process Tac bloods I'll then have to post that to Hosp A (apparently S is going to provide me with a box to send the sample in) to be processed there.

I chatted to my parents about this over tea and I was a bit concerned that S hadn't thought this through, so I emailed her with some questions about my Tac bloods that eve. If I've got to post the Tac to Hosp A why can't I take the blood via a fingerprick at home? I've got loads of lancets (finger prickers) so will only need the bottles. I need to find out how much blood they need too. If I can do it that way I won't have to delay taking my Tac. If taking Tac is delayed the levels in the blood drop and that creates more rejection risks. The doctors make out that delaying Tac for a few hours to take bloods isn't risky, but I've never done that (because I've always done my bloods at home via a fingerprick) and I've also never had rejection (98% of all small bowel transplant rejections do in the first 2 years after transplant). I suspect there may be a link there so don't want to start delaying Tac doses if it can be avoided. I also need to check that Hosp H have the right Tac bottles because when I ran out of the ones that Hosp B gave me I asked for one at Hosp H but they didn't have them. Maybe Hosp B and Hosp A use different Tac bottles. I also need to know how S is going to get the box for posting the Tac to me because I'll need that before the clinic. Hopefully S will reply soon.

I've been wanting to speak to my parents about all my other transition concerns for a while because my transition date (7th June) is getting closer and I'm really not happy about it. I asked to be told how things would work when I was completely under Hosp A but I've not been given as much info as I'd like and I'd like to be able to spot and then act on potential problems now, rather than when they actually occur. And the team at Hosp A (with the exception of the dietican) haven't proven themselves at being good at communicating with me either. Hopefully I'll be able to talk to my parents about it at the weekend.

Alf is trying to get stronger and beef himself up because he's really skinny. His favourite method of doing this is by standing at the bottom of the stairs, grabbing the landing floor and pulling himself up. I know this probably doesn't make much sense, it's hard to describe :P The other day Alf ordered himself something from Amazon that you attach to a doorway and then it gives you a bar that you can do chin-up type things on. Again this probably makes no sense, but it looks like this. It arrived in the post yesterday and he's really pleased with it.

Yesterday eve I watched the first episode of Junior Apprentice, Embarrassing Bodies: Kids, Lord Sugar being interviewed on Fri Night with Jonathan Ross and Autistic Driving School. Unfortunately our Internet was playing up so watching Embarrassing Bodies (a 45min programme) online took me 90mins and watching Autistic Driving School (a 60min programme) also took me 90mins!

Today (Thur) I went into town and my tummy pains were very bad. Luckily they eased off in time for me to go into Barnardo's to do an hour of volunteering. I'm trying to stick at it but it's so boring and monotonous. Mum popped in to see me during my hour of volunteering today because she was trying to avoid being spotted by someone she knew on the high street :P She'd not seen me volunteering before and couldn't believe how dull what I was doing was! There was only the grumpy lady from last week in and she didn't talk to me. Mum told me later that she hadn't been busy with customers, she'd just been sitting in the front of the shop reading her book - so she could have talked to me! So I just stood and hung clothes up for an hour. I really don't know what to do now, I don't enjoy it but feel like I'm doing something worthwhile and it's good to have something to do outside the house, so I feel like I ought to stick at it. I don't know if I can though.

When I'd finished volunteering I met mum in a cafe where we had drinks. I then bought some presents for a friend who's birthday is at the end of May and I bought myself a few packets of my favourite biscuits from M&S ;)

This eve I made a start on planning the organ donation talk I'm going to give to a group of Claire's students next Wed. I've not done much work on it yet but know have a rough outline so that's a good start :)

I also spoke to my friend Het on FB chat. She lives out of the nearest city in another direction so we don't see each other very often (it can only usually happen if I'm feeling up to going into the city and she's got a free day, which isn't very often!) but her study leave is starting soon (she's in year 12 at sixth form), so she's got some free time and wants to come round and see me. She's got a moped so is going to drive here and she's happy to do that even though the journey will take her about 45mins. It's really lovely to hear from someone (apart from Claire or Lizzy) who wants to see me and doesn't need me to do all the chasing and planning to make it happen :) She's going to be in touch again in a couple of weeks once she's got some exams out the way, so hopefully we'll be able to choose a day then.

I had fun trying out Sonic & Sega All-Stars Racing but found it quite tiring. And I enjoyed watching the latest episode of Outnumbered on TV.

While I've been writing this up I've listened to Diana Vickers' album, Songs From The Tainted Cherry Tree, on Spotify and am now listening to Pixie Lott's Album, Turn It Up, on iTunes. I found an interesting interview with Diana Vickers on the Internet which you can read here. I also found this interesting video on the Internet that goes behind the scenes of Ellie Goulding's latest music video.

I found out on the Internet that Selfridges in London have allowed 10 music artists to design a window display about one of their songs or albums. Marina did one based on I Am Not A Robot, so I had a look at the photos of that on the Internet. You can see more about the window displays including photos here.

I'm sorry this has ended up so long, I didn't expect it to be. I probably ought to try to write less but I find that so hard! :P My blog is now completely up to date for the first time in over a month :D